I know, that just sounds silly!
How in the world would I actually be missing my super strict, can't eat anything but raw food diet?
It's like this, while on the diet I always felt light, now my gut feels heavy and blotted again.
On the diet I only ate when I was hungry even if that was eating once a day. Yesterday and today I have eaten when it was time to eat and I feel as if I have been eating to much. I have that over full feeling that makes me want to take a nap.
On the diet I had a ton of energy most days, yesterday and today I have dealt with the sleepy feeling I get many times after eating.
On the diet my whole family pitched in and was making more of their own foods. Hubby and my daughter were really supportive the whole week. By day 6 both were very ready for the diet to be over. Today I spent the normal many hours in the kitchen fixing 3 meals for everyone and cleaning up everything afterwards. Tons of time getting food and drink for whoever was asking for it at the time. Then picking up a lot of the dirty dishes when they were done. When I was on the diet I felt less like a maid than I have yesterday and today. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy doing things for my family, but sometimes I wish they would do more for themselves and not depend on me for things I know they are able to handle. I know David is to young to do a lot of the things for himself so I have to do things for him, but that doesn't mean that I should have to do as much for everyone that I do for the 3 year old. It's good to do things for yourself. Sometimes I feel like my daughter and hubby wait for me to do something for David then say, "While you are getting that (drink, food, or whatever) for David can you get me some too?" I know David has a hard time carrying his plate of food or cup of drink without spilling it so I delivery it to him. But I feel like it's not going to hurt the other two people in the house to come to the kitchen and get what I have fixed them without me having to make a 2nd and 3rd trip to where everyone is sitting. (OK...finished with that rant. LOL :) )
On the diet I felt like I had so much time to get a lot done. And I did get more than normal finished. I felt like I had hours added to each day. And now I see those hours are actually being spent in the kitchen.
I don't miss not having hot food on the diet, but I do miss the quick, you can make it in a few moments, blender meals I was eating.
I have noticed that since I finished the diet everyone is eating more of the salad I put on the dinner plates. This evening my daughter even passed on dressing. She said "What's the point of having a salad if you are just going to drown the goodness you get from it with dressing?" That was a really good point. :)
Tomorrow I am going back on a modified raw food diet. I felt better, sneezed less, had more energy, and more time. :) My mouth even felt better. While on the raw food diet I never had a sour taste in my mouth a few hours after eating (other than the onion day), but yesterday and today the sour taste is back. I really really enjoyed having a fresh feeling mouth. :)
Today I had a really great time working out.
My daughter was making my son a grilled cheese sandwich. (She can make them tons better than I can)
(She does help out a ton around here! She's a very good kid.)
I was doing my biggest loser workout. Today was the fit boxing type routine
I could hear the kids talking in the kitchen when my son says, "I'll be right back, I'm gonna go fight with Mom."
My daughter says, "What!?!?"
Son, "I'll be right back, I'm gonna go fight with Mom!"
In runs David to do the same punch and kicks that I was doing. He was laughing and having a really great time. A few moments later Katherine came in and started doing the workout with us. It was a 30 minute workout. The kids did the last 25 minutes with me. The kinect would bounce around the three of us focusing on a different person at different times. It was a LOT of fun. My score wasn't as good as it could have been but I know I got in the workout and the kids got in a workout also. :)
It was a cold wet day outside so the kids did not want to go for a walk. It was alright with me since we ended up playing with the kinect and were active with it. We had fun. And isn't that what being a kid is really all about? Having a good time with the people you care about :)
Over all today was a good day and I am looking forward to eating more towards the raw foods meal plan tomorrow. I love my family and if it takes three trips to the living room to get hot coco to everyone because I didn't get out a tray to do it in one trip ..... welll....so be it...everyone is happy with hot coco :)
Sounds like the most fun way to work out :) I do really really really (is that enough reallys) relate to your vent about all the cooking/cleaning/prepping/serving that goes with feeding a family. I feel like I spent half my day in the kitchen and I actually just really tired of food - I get tired of thinking about what I should or shouldn't be eating when and where plus all that for the rest of the family, babysitting kids, etc... Back in the day when I was a single woman I did a meal replacement plan and I REALLY loved it and did well with it...but now it seems like I'd still spend the day in the kitchen taking care of everyone else's appetite! And if I don't make dinner for some reason (sick or something) then hubby just ends up getting fast food...sooooooo that's no good (health or budget wise).
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ReplyDeleteI get stuff for myself a lot of times.
I fix david b-fast a lot of times.
I make him hot coco a lot of times.
I fix him lunch a lot of times.
You just don't noitice because you're busy.
And NO it's not junk food I fix.
I make sure it's balenced.
Now dad on the other hand....
:) It's true Katherine, you do a lot to help out :)
ReplyDeleteI do notice. And I am very proud of you for all the help you give me. Dad does help out sometimes also. He washes the towels many times when they are dirty and he's been know to do the dishes. When I'm not feeling well he does help out more as do you.
Thank you Katherine for all you do:) I do notice and I love every bit that you do :)
Sometimes I feel like I have to do it all but the real fact is I don't have to do everything because you and Dad do help out a lot more than I sometimes give you both credit for. :)
Love you :)
Maybe one of the foods you put back on your diet does not agree with you. You could start with a BRAT/raw food diet, then add a new food every other day to see; but then, you already know that! In case you forgot, BRAT is Banana, Rice, Applesauce, and Tea (herb) or Toast, depending on your source.
ReplyDeleteI think being fed-up with ANY job happens occasionally. There is so much routine to life that seems never-ending, but "from small things come the great ones", i.e. daily care of your children gives you some nice friends when they are adults :)